I don't EVER normally do this...

...but I'll admit that Tyler and I went out last night for a friend's birthday and it (I)got a little crazy. I don't usually drink, it's just not for me, and I've never been one for alcohol, but last night I had some (a lot) and this morning I was paying for it. I don't remember the ride home that much, except for stopping at my old high school for a few minutes... (Don't worry, Tyler didn't drink a drop :D). It was a fun night, and I took a lot of pictures since there were a lot of old friends there, but I haven't looked at them yet.... Tyler was afraid of me deleting the ones I didn't like and he wants to be able to make fun of me for looking stupid... He's so sweet. But really, he is...cause when we got home and we were getting to bed, I was obviously not feeling well so he, without me asking, took my extentions out of my hair and put them up for me! I mean, what?!? When I woke up this morning I was feeling my head to take them out and almost freaked because they weren't there and that's when he told me what he did. The thought of it makes me giggle a little, but I think it's sweet...I just wish I remembered him doing so.

I'll just go ahead and ask for you guys to NOT think that this is something I do all of the time. Like I said earlier, I'm not a drinker or a partier, but last night I decided to live it up a little... (a lot).

Something that was strange at the party was when one of my friends pulled me to the side and started asking me about another one of my (ex-not by choice) friends. To make a long story short: I had this friend in HS who I, and a few other of my good friends was close to, that for some reason, right before her wedding, decided to drop us (and for some reason, especially me) as friends. None of us know why, and when I confronted this person about it, they said "not to take it personal, we were never that really good of friends in the first place". Needless to say, I took it personal...I (as were the other friends) were supposed to be her bridesmaids. Anywayyyy....between all of that, they for some reason deleted me from their Facebook and I hadn't talked to them since them until they had something very tragic happen to them. I felt like, being the good person I am and the good friend I KNEW I was, I should try to add them as a friend again and show them support. I did that and I text them, as well and even went further to show them support, even though I wasn't given the respect from them that I deserved. Over all, I did the right thing. Well a little after this bad news, after we were friends again on FB and such, someone comments on my status saying that they've gone 6 months without sex because of the Army...this pissed me off, considering there are other things to be upset about and that he should be thankful that he's still alive considering so many of our troops are dying everyday. This ex-friend I guess took my comment towards this soldier the wrong way, and jumped my case about it saying that I should be ashamed of what I said, and that I was disrespecting the military... and other things. Which I was not doing. I was upset that SEX was all he could think and worry about when there are FAR MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO CONSIDER. Anyway...once again I was deleted from this ex-friends FB and since have not heard from her or heard anything about her except that she's not doing too well considering her tragic loss (which I'm still sorry for). The friend at the party was asking me what I thought about how she was living her life now, post tragedy, and how I feel about it. That's when I thought to myself...throughout our whole friendship, why the hell am I the bad guy? I haven't done ANYTHING! And if something was said that I did do, then why wasn't I confronted?!? I told the friend that I had no opinion because I didn't know how she was handling things or what her life was like because she blocked me from everything and my (at party) friend couldn't believe it. I'm pretty shocked at some of the things that I was told last night, and though I know that it's not the best idea to listen to gossip, I believe some of what I heard just because I know of this persons past. I hope for her every day because she doesn't deserve what she is going through right now, but quite honestly, I deserve the respect as well. She'll be moving back here soon and I'm curious how things are going to work out since everyone's been pushed away. I'm obviously keeping this person's name out of this, as I do believe that some of you may follow her on here, but I felt the need to rant. Thank you.

On a lighter note, it's Spring Break which means....no school! PLUS, one of my friends is going to be moving into the same complex as I live in and I think it'll be so much fun. She is a hoot and though we don't ever hang out much, I trust her so much and can talk to her about anything.

I plan on posting pictures later once they're on my laptop and let you guys see my "party outfit". I thought it was pretty cute and I'm excited to start this fashion thing!


Love,